Sunday, October 28, 2007

"Almost everything comes from nothing" - Amiel

I have realized over and over again in life that reflection is the best form of therapy, relief and comfort that anyone could ever need. I've gotten myself through way more than any average person can handle in life just by listening to myself when I really need it. People spend thousands of dollars a year on fancy therapits (albeit, i'll probably be one of those fancy therapists one day too soon) but honest to God...all you need is a strong head on your shoulders and a little self reflection - life reflection - any kind of reflection.

I'm very happy, and maybe almost proud of myself that I am such a strong-willed, independent person who can get herself through anything - truely anything. I am strong. I have lost. I have lost a lot. I have given the world to someone. I have given the world someone. I have loved, hated, and loved again. I have failed and I have succeeded. I guess anyone who may read this now, soon, or eventually could learn a whole lot about me, but I dont really care about that. I'm looking to learn a whole lot about myself, too.

That's why I'm starting new, starting fresh, and looking for a place to just talk to myself. To look at how I'm feeling and figure out why I'm feeling that way. I'm looking for a place where I dont give a shit who reads it, where I don't feel obligated to hold anything back, and a new place where I can just write for me. Where I could be random, or silly, or serious, or fun, or whatever I want to be because that's what I'm feeling.

This is a begining.

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